So things have been crazy to say the least. A few months ago someone told me “people come and people go” I swore that I would never leave because I thought she was different than the rest (she really is though) now she’s gone. I care about her I really do, she is an amazing girl. I would be lying if I said that I don’t think about her everyday but we put each other through some shit on a regular basis which wasn’t fair for either of us, but I didn’t really ever think she could just leave.

It’s time to get my life back on track, Ross and I have recently decided to move to Wilmington. I’m ready for a fresh start on the rest of my life. I just want what everyone deserves, someone to love, a house, a good job… Ect.. I have my little Kai who is always running around with a smile on his face that always melts my sadness, he’s so damn cute. He will love the beach and I can’t wait to wake up in the morning and go for runs with him and charles by the ocean. For now he’s all I have and really all I need to get by, everything else will come in time.

I am looking forward to leaving Hilldizzle behind and starting a new life, version 2.0.. I will have everything I want one day, it’s just in my nature to not give up.